On our way

Well today is cd4. I had my first estrogen shot on cd2. Not so bad for an IM injection except for the fact the estrogen is in castor oil. I have since had this fear that I was going to gastrically explode. Something about castor oil make me think shitfest! I know that's terrible but It's all I can think about. Now back to the original subject at hand...Estrogen. I only have to shoot up on Tuesdays & Fridays, I know kinda weird. I really didn't know what to think. I mean not having to stab myself with a needle 3 times each day? What's a girl to do with her free time?

Currently I'm feeling positive at this moment. I don't really know why. I keep day dreaming about this working. I haven't yet looked up the could-possibly-be-due-date. I,for some odd reason, don't want to know. I have always looked it up as soon as cd1 hits. My 1st pregnancy was conceived in March so I have an idea of the month of the due date but other than that I'm oblivious. I think I'll stay that way until further notice.

Well my 1st date with the lab & the dildo cam is on the 27th. I will update then.