Still here

I know I haven't posted in a while. Not much going on here. I'm ever so patiently looking forward to our FET. I took my last BCP last night so bring on the cramps.

I know I said I was going to move clinics but have decided not to because we have already paid for the refund program. What this means is I paid $13,800 plus $4000 for ICSI(that's for 3 ICSI for the price of 2) & I have 3 fresh cycles & 3 FET's to get pregnant. If I do not give birth to a viable infant over 26 weeks, I get my money back.

I must say the fear of running out of chances has significantly dropped. However I really don't want to think ahead to the state I'll be in if after 6 hi-tech tries & I still don't have a child. I don't know how some people do it. I know there are bloggers out there that have already had 6 IVF's & are still fighting for a child. I'm just so worn out from what I've already been through I don't think I'd make it that far.