He's home

My brother came home Friday. He seems to be doing better. He understands what he did hurt a lot of people. He is undergoing counseling . I just hope he stays on the path to recovery. I can't carry the entire family anymore. I am totally spent. This week was hell for me. I was trying to make sure my brother got taken care of & take care of his business. I also had to keep my extended family at bay because my mom was a mess.
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Taking care of all this mess I missed my window for ovulation. I also had to start retaking my kidney meds because my kidney's were screaming in pain. One of my meds is a class C. So I had to stop the meds to avoid any birth defects that might occur should I actually be able to conceive.
I'm beginning to realize that having another child is so not meant to be. I keep hitting brick walls. And my head can only take so much.