I owe you some updates

Here is Alex at 6months.
Stats: 16lbs
26 inches

Here is Alex at 4 months.
Stats: 14lbs 1oz
24 inches

I can't believe my little boy is going to be 7 months tomorrow. He is growing too, too fast. He is starting to get on all fours & rock his butt. It's just a matter of time before he's burning up my carpet! He is the light of my life. He also suffers from a severe case of mommy-itis. He is so attached to me. It breaks my husbands heart when he starts to get fussy while my husband is holding him & he reaches for me. When he's unhappy the only person he wants is me. It makes my heart swell beyond it's boundaries.

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I do find it strange that I can't stop thinking about having another baby. I don't know how the hell I could do it. But it fills my mind when I'm not focused on my son. I have always wanted a big family. I used to wish that I'd get pregnant in high school. I took way too many chances when my ex-husband & I were dating. You would think that would have given me a clue that my parts were broken.

My mind keeps drifting back to a psychic I saw after I lost the first baby. She said that I would have 3 children, 2 boys & a girl. I want to so believe that this would come true. However, I also can't help but think this was a psychic that worked on the boardwalk in Atlantic City. But I'm holding on to this very thin thread of hope, praying that her "vision" is real. I guess that's all that I have for now.