Another boring post

Today I hit 21 weeks. I am supposed to bring this boy home in 19 weeks or so. So why am I still so nervous? I check the heartbeat twice a day. And I freak whenever I go too long without movement. I spent yesterday & today a mess because he was so quiet. I was even crying when I was able to go for 4 hours yesterday without needing to eat. I swear I am going to have to put Prozac in this kid's bottle. My nervousness is going to put this kid in therapy.

My next appointment is a week away. I think I'll be begging for an ultrasound. I just need to see him again. My poor doctor...He'll probably send me a bill for a cruise that he had to take for his mental health!

Nothing else to report...I think the title really says it all. I'll check in after my appt next week.