Empty Arms

My very rocky infertility & pregnancy struggle now has my arms full of my son Alex.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

The Results

Everything looks great! Of course I don't have the blood results in yet but the ultrasound looked really good. The nuchal translucency measurement was 1.5 which the doc is happy with. He even told me to relax & enjoy this because I have less than a 1% chance of a miscarriage. I think I might actually get a kid out of this. Kinda scary. I have spent so long trying to get here, that I never really thought I'd actually have a real live kid.

I'm again in a funny place, I want so badly to be happy & start planning but I'm still so scared. It's hard for me to believe my dream could be finally coming true. I really am trying to overcome this...I have to. I won't be able to do IVF again. This kid is it...unless I get that miraculous pregnancy after infertility. So my current goal is to enjoy this pregnancy because it most likely will be my last.

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