Man it's been a while....

Sorry I didn't realize how long it has been since I last posted.

Today marks 13 weeks. I have my Level 1 ultrasound at the perinatal clinic today. I'm not really nervous. I don't know why but I'm guessing it's because I made sure I heard the heartbeat yesterday.

My husband doesn't want to go today. He doesn't want to hear that something could be wrong with our child. I look at it this way...If something is wrong I don't plan on terminating...But I can at least prepare myself before birth. I'll be sure to update tomorrow on the results of the scan.

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On a sad note I do want to mention the day & what it stands for. NYC was my hometown. I was born there, all my family is there....I will never forget that day. I will also never forget the people whose lives were lost. Our innocence was taken away that day. NYC will never be the same.