Huh?

I had my 3rd beta yesterday it was 253. My p4 was 29. My RE doesn't want me to have anymore betas. They are happy with the current numbers. Huh? None of this make sense to me. I thought I was circling the drain. Their only concern is the p4,I have to get that re-checked on Friday. They like to see the level above 40.

My husband asked me what this all meant. I said I guess we are having a maybe(sorry but I stole this from Deb over at The Trying Game)! I can't think of a better term right now. I thought this cycle was so done already. Now I have to sit back & patiently wait for August 10th. My RE doesn't do the 1st ultrasound until 8 weeks.(If that just isn't pure torture) I have 3 weeks to get myself use to the idea of the maybe & could have it all ripped away on a fuzzy black & white screen. I learned I had lost my 1st pregnancy that way. I sure as hell don't need a repeat of that, once was more than enough.