Now a word from her royal crankiness

I am the crankiest bitch alive! I have been trying to hold off the blood fest from the failed FET with BCP. I have put myself in a state of B-PMS(that is beyond PMS)!
I have wanted to kill at least 20 people. Everyone is annoying the shit out of me. I don't know how much more I can stand.

The only thing that is keeping me from beating the crap out of people right now is that tomorrow I leave for New York & Atlantic City. I have my favorite bar calling my name right now. I plan on spending as much of the next 5 days ADAP (as drunk as possible)!

I still haven't heard from the doctor's office regarding any additional testing prior to my next IVF. I left that nurse a message a week ago. I guess I'm going to have to go yankee on her. Boy is she gonna love that.

Nothing else going on in the infertile department. I am so not patiently waiting to start stims in June. I just want to be doing something. I hate the feeling of standing still. I want to be a mom so bad. I will never get why I have to go through all this bullshit just to have what so many people take for granted.