Life is so unfair

I can't help but cry every time I think of Julianna. My heart breaks for her. I don't understand what the point is to all this crap. Who does all this benefit? The RE's? The infertility pharmacies? I don't think I'll ever understand why there is infertility. I'm sure someone will say to prevent over breeding. But I totally disagree.

I work in a hospital that provides over 90% of this regions charity care. Today I was waiting outside for our lunch order and saw 3 different families with over 4 children & pregnant going into the free clinic. One lady had 5 little ones in tow, 1 in the stroller & one inutero. (And no I don't believe she runs a daycare considering they all looked alike.)My question is why should they be able to have 4, 5 & 6+ and some of us can't have one? My only thought when I see these people is please stay away from each other & leave some baby souls out there for the rest of us.

I'm not saying that people who go to free clinics are not worthy. I'm just saying that sometimes it feels so unfair that we are putting tens of thousands of dollars into having one child & these people are having 4+ without a care in the world.

I was raised catholic so sometimes I can't help but think there has to be a point to all this. But I cannot possibly think of any.

There are some really great ladies out there who deserve some tiny bit of happiness. I want to wish that they get everything they're dreaming of. I wish I had a magic wand & could make it happen, for all of us.