Hello I'm a virgin blogger...please be gentle....

I've been reading blogs & delurking for over a year now. Sometimes I feel as if I should comment on other peoples post but I somehow don't feel worthy. I've been searching all infertility info on the web to somehow understand how it's possible that I've been trying to have a baby for 12 years. It's actually scary typing that number. I'm currently on the verge of my 1st failed IVF & I'm hoping to share my ups & downs (probably more downs than ups) of this turbulent ride of infertility.